Shadows of the Moon

As the World Turns ~

I have GOT to start getting a full nights sleep. Period. That's all there is to it. I toss and turn all night, mind won't shut off, I'm hot and irritable, I'm up usually by 4 a.m. a few nights even earlier 2:30 a.m. to 3 a.m. Cindy and I go to bed generally around 9 to 10 p.m. so that's not that much sleep, if any.

The weather here or rather the "temperature" has been getting warmer and warmer. It's been the upper 80's (89 being the highest it's been) throughout this week, humid along with it. So any of you that have read me for awhile know that I'm ughhhhh about that. Good news is that it is raining this morning so it's much cooler and the temperature is nice and cool. Lares and Draco don't like it though LOL they are pansies. No, not really, they just don't like getting their paws wet at all.

I think in the next couple weeks (I'm off on Mondays from work) I think I'm going to go job hunting. Work has been getting worse and worse & I'm not making enough money. It's not the hours, it's the tables I've been assigned and the customers in general. They aren't tipping and I have been having some lousy sections. One of the reasons for this is "the princess" I imagine just from those words you know where this is going. She gets whatever she wants no matter what. She has bitched to my Manager so that the sections have been rearranged to where once some of us may have made a little bit better money ~ she gets them. Most of the other stuff is in that vein. I'm tired of it & frankly I don't need to deal with it any longer. She "might" be leaving in the next week or so ~ or at least that is what she has told some of us... with the changes in the floor plan I don't know now, I don't know if the threat of her leaving made my manager change the floor plan or if it is just plain pandering. (shrug) whatever it is ~ unless things straighten out considerably, there is no reason to stay. Wish me luck.
Thing is with that kind of solidifying in my mind, it's kind of a relief. Make sense?.

I've been stressing about everything in general I guess ~ I read the paper I'm sad, I watch the news I'm sad. I listen to the hypocrisy that goes on with the running of the government, listen to Rick Perry run his macho lame brained idiotic mouth and want to slap the sleeze ball. Cindy is very protective of being Texan so I don't diss it too much to her but heck!! I can't even go into it because it just ticks me off too much and frankly again? it scares the pork out of me. Almost this whole state does. If you aren't white, a member of a protestant church, straight etc. forget about it. Grrrrrrrrrr moving off the subject very quickly in that ----> direction.

I have no idea what C and I are going to do this weekend. Will figure it out eventually I guess. Have a great weekend.